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Unavoidable deafness

Everything is LOUD.  But when wearing earplugs the world mutes out.  I feel deaf with them on but without them I feel deafened.  Where do I go... when being IN means that I suffer but being OUT means that I feel lonely?

magic at the tip of my pen

There is magic at the tip of my pen.  It is purple and it flows out like stardust... or like ink (same thing!).  Maybe that is why I love to design night skies purple with glowing purple stars.  It shines within me from a deep place.  That is my magic feather, and I love purple night skies.  With my magic pen, I can create anything - and I never need to hide.  I am free to be a bird with wings visiting anywhere she wants to go with no judgement about being there, and leaving when she feels ready with no pressure to stay.  I am freer than a bird with my bird feather in hand as I write with purple stardust from the tip of my pen, because there is magic at the tip of my pen.  This magic is what I can use to my transgression - I can bring characters and stories and worlds to life if I want to but only as much as I want to - I can make them as real or as imaginary as I want with the flick of my magic ink pen.  The more I write, the more I know wha...

The HSP Terminology

HSP is NOT a term that defines me - it is just a term that well describes my experience. It does NOT put me in a box or pressure me to follow any "HSP rules".  It doesn't have rules.  It doesn't define who I am.  ALL IT IS is a term that I think well describes my experience. >w<